Finally got around to make my blog, what finally spurred me is after reading various articles from other's blog it made me want my own. This was already in the works for quite a while, I had the design months ago yet haven't coded it. The reason why is because I am really really really terrible writing down my thoughts, so that made me avoid making a blog in the first place. But practice makes perfect right? So I hope with having a blog I'm able to convey my thoughts better. Also if anything sounds weird that's because english isn't my first language, please give me some grace.
Yes, I did infact as of time making this, made a new page while some other suffer from not being finished (my yuri shrine). I have a problem where if I find a trouble with my codes that I'm stuck on I just... can't seem to find the motivation to push on forward, not really motivation perhaps, more like I am paralyzed with irrational anxiety? It's like whenever I have something established and I need to fix it feels harder than just making a new one from scratch, does anyone else also feels this way? not just with coding, with anything really. So yes that's what I just did, made a new page, avoiding my problems instead of fixing pre-existing ones. I think this reflects more on how I approach a problem in general, not just with my website. I thought of a sentence that basically sums all of my issues "I have 99 problem and all of them is myself"